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There are some events in life that you just know are not what you want. Like when you hear from a doctor on the weekend. I have not felt great for about 2 months and finally went into see the doctor. After my exam and tons of blood work he felt I had mono. I thought, "whatever- I do not." The tests came back over the next 5 days and along with a Lupus flare I have mono- the Dr. was right. I had it once before when I was a teenager. I remember feeling tired, major joint pain, sore throat, fever, general tummy pain. Basically what I have felt the last 2 months. It is not life or death and does not change anything because the show must go on and life doesn't just stall out till your on your feet again. Really I am just praying like crazy for the truly ill people in my life right now. Aunt Susan, Kristen, Mungo, Amy, Uncle Denny, Scott, Salina, Anthony, Mom and Teri.