Showing posts with label Salina. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Salina. Show all posts

Wednesday, August 17, 2011

2011 Cell Phone

I got my very first cell phone in 2009. Okay Scott had bought me several others which I never used. But in 2009 our lives changed completely. We went form 10 plus years of working and living together 24/7 to Scott having a traditional 9 to 5 job away from home. We also we in transition and building our home and renting and moving and selling our old home so I needed to port our home phone to a cell so Arbonne clients would still be able to find me during the moves. I love any photos of Scott.
I just figured out how to port all the photos from the last few years that are stored on my phone. Here are a few of them. Some favorites are any of Aunt Sue. From her falls to noticing Anth and her had the same beautiful grey color hair. Or all the different babies I am holding at blessings. The beach shots and family and holidays. The day Salina pierced her ears. For a cell phone the photos are not to shabby and bring back lots of warm memories:) And yes if you look at my camera on the cell now it is full of George.

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Saturday, August 06, 2011

2011 My road to George

17 years ago I fell so in love with Scott, I just knew I would never love another man ever again. A baby changes everything. I have been guarding my heart for 9 months knowing this little one would have me at first breath, but the road was rocky and there were hazards and we didn't know if he or mom Salina would make it. Little George is a blessing and our little miracle. His mom and dad have been trying for years. No route was working even stepping into the adoption path. SO they saved their pennies. Anthony knew from his birth that it would be a challenge for him to be a biological father.
How grateful we are for the light and knowledge from God that inspires science and that hand picked invetrto worked. Salina was under an extreme regimen of pills and shots daily while they worked to harvest her eggs. She is the toughest mentally non complaining woman I have ever meet and it was heartbreaking to see the suffering physically she endured. All the hormones created what is called hyper stimulation which them caused her liver mega problems she was at the hospital almost daily with IVs and not fun testing.
They got a record 16 eggs. Five once fertilized (with Anthonys microscoped- hand picked for the strongest healthy swimmers) took and were healthy embryos. Two implanted. Then one was lost and she started to bleed. We all grieved at the loss of a twin. But Joy seemed tempered as we held our breath and prayed for Salinas health. She had to quit her job and be on bed rest for months. Saline dealt with constant bleeding and wondering if the blood clot created in her womb would keep little George from properly attaching to the wall. The doctors were grim. Each ultra sound and there were lots of them I was just numb. I was so scared something would happen to Salina and I know my brother would be just broken without his Salina and we adore Salina and seeing her so ill so not herself was hard.
But as weeks passed into months her health very slowly improved and then one day little embryo showed us he was George and was finally bigger than the blood clot so the chance of losing him or hurting mom and diminished not completely but enough for us to take a breath and thank the Lord for family and miracles. Still I am always constantly on a vigil of what is the next death or disaster thinking that if I am waiting it will hurt less or I'll somehow be able to stop it. I know it is crazy and exhausting being hyper vigilant. But I thought if we lose little George or worse lose Salina I can't handle it so I will just not feel anything.
After the trial of not having a child of my own I think it was especially hard to watch them struggle with infertility and knowing what it meant if it didn't work. Friends would ask... aren't you so excited? I would smile but inside I wanted to scream no. I am terrified. I don't want to bury another family member. Yes I am drama. I feel things really deep I wonder if it is some sort of compensation for not being able to smell. I didn't buy anything for the baby. I remember the devastation of returning baby items that would not be need years ago and I could not do it again. I watched our family struggle with juggling extreme Joy and fear. Anth would see a cute little bib and bring it home to surprise Salina and she would say we don't even know if we will need it. The hormones truly make you not yourself and I can only imagine seeing blood daily wondering if today was the day you lost the second one. The times in my life where I have been in constant prayer I feel so close to God who is always there but I am fickle and distracted by sparkly and I forget how much he wants my happiness and growth. He always saves the better part for me even when I can't see it at the time. How grateful I am for all the answers I received that I thought were wrong but were exactly what I needed.
Yesterday Aug 5, 2011 at 2 am Salina got up to go to the bathroom and frequent visit for expecting mommies. Her water broke or maybe she wet her pants never having had a baby before she was not sure. A call to the hospital followed by a check at the hospital meant baby was coming. She was 4 days or so form being full term and he was due at the end of August but I kept telling them he would come early. They really wanted him born in August not Sept and he delivered. by about 10 am there was not progress on the dilating so patosen was given and in one hour she went to a 10. A nurse happened by the room for a check and just took a look. You are having this baby now. Anthony went into shock. After and hour and a half of pushing we had our boy! I'm head over heels in love! It is so great to see Anthony as a dad. He feels all this weight and bliss and is loving it. Salina is so calm and happy and beautiful. I love watch her hold him. He looks just like her to me. George makes these adorable noises. Scott says he looks just like a little old man a general authority. Scott calls him buddy. Hello little buddy, Scott says as he snaps photos. Scott won't hold him, he is not a baby person. I am dying to hold him but I am sick and can't yet hold him so I made him the photo on the cell phone wall paper and I cradle that. From the first glance this boy has me for life. 



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Monday, July 18, 2011

2011 Salina's Centerville Baby Shower

I can hardly believe it. In a few weeks we will have a tiny new Scharrier. Salina is amazing at being pregnant she is so calm. She is swollen in her feet and ankles. She is tired but she is happy and smiles and is still calm. I would be very nervous as the delivery approaches. Maybe you get so excited to have the 9 months over the fear of the unknown fades. We did a family shower and friend shower at our home in Centerville. I like to call it Riffle HQ or House of Riffle. It is so great to have a place you can fit people in. I thought about having it downstairs with more room but the thought of hauling all the food up and down and gifts and people I decided to spread out the timing and do it upstairs. All the 15 kids loved having the downstairs to play. Scott survived all the kids which is a miracle. Aunt Susan, Stacey, Teri, Liz, Ellie, LuLu, Erin, Sarah, Jami, Kari, Kristen, Melissa, Emma, Amy F, Aunt Marion, Rosemary, Helga, Kelly plus 2 cute kids), Kay, Michelle, Ashley, Heather, Livee attend the family one. Hilary, Brooke, Leslie, Connie, Amy ? plus 3 cute kids, Marj, Amy M, Norda, Kristin, Kathy, Salina, Missy, Marianne were the buddies. Teri got the meat and cheese, Liz made her famous chocolate dipped strawberries, Stacey did fruit, Melissa smores brownies, I made mint brownie bites and cupcakes, Greek pasta salad, Green salad, rolls, chip & hummus. It is always nice to visit at a baby shower to be with friends and family not at a funeral.
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Saturday, July 09, 2011

2011 Salinas Baby Shower at Carols

Soon our family will grow by one. The baby will be making an appearance very soon:) In fact Salina had her first contraction today. Carol Snow hosted a baby shower today. My mom came in from out of town we love being with her. We had yummy food and loved to catch up and I think showers are the best place to see each other. Everyone is happy and there is laughter and happy anticipation. Much better than say a funeral-- which we seem to have had lots of lately:) I made cupcakes which were perfect to me. They were from a recipe book Salina gave me and the frosting and cupcake was very enjoyable. Carol had her famous brownies. We had salads and rolls with butter and fresh strawberry Scott picked out with hummus and chips. Carol, Emily, Katie, Brooke, Carol, Missy, Marianne, Anthony, Salina, Erica, Marj, Becky, Izabel, Amy, Missy (other cute Missy and 2 of her girls), Debbi, and my moms cousin Wendy:) It was a special day for a special girl with a baby on board. Did I mention the cupcake success? They were mini and the did cute boyish toppings with swirls and sprinkles that were blue. I can do boys see?
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Monday, June 13, 2011

2011 Zurmatt

Scott had a Wells Fargo conference at the Zurmatt resort and it was great. We were there from Wed to Sunday. I got to help introduce him to his fellow bankers with the other families. Wells Fargo is amazing to work for. They really take great care of Scott and reward him for his hard work. His work ethic is strong and he is consistently a top performer. He wins trips and awards and makes us all very proud. They have the best support team and business plan. With next day funding and little to no reports Scott can focus on helping his clients and selling like mad. We had a seafood dinner yum yum. Gelato daily. Explored new places went for walks and drives. Saw wildlife. I got to hold Sarahs baby which I love doing. Window shopped with Anth and Salina. Worked on youth conference and Phantom. We enjoyed time with friends and family and the great outdoors.<
Here was his intro
The TOP TEN things you might not know about David Scott Riffle
1. This could have been a TOP Eleven list. Scott was born with 11 fingers. Maybe that’s why he has a green thumb.
2. LIKES: travel with his Missy, the smell of gunpowder, time with family, Golden Retrievers, Hawaii, Deep Sea fishing, Backpacking, hunting, and Disneyworld, Montana, Wind Rivers, National Parks, Mexico, water skiing, and snow skiing.
3. His OCD makes Mister Clean look dirty. DISLIKES: being cooped up, blue cheese, dry feet, bare feet, messes, loaning things, and choirs. A great fix it man. Tim the tool man has nothing on him.
4. Enjoys wearing Billy Bob teeth while playing games and begins each turn with the phrase “Why you little”. (His mom is so proud.)
5. He is Loyal, honest, warm handed, NRA member who prefers melody over lyrics.
6. Laugh if you will but baby face Scott only shaves once a week; yet he received tickets for breaking the city noise ordinance with his loud snoring.
7. He is celebrating his 17th year of marriage, which proves his wife is lying about her age unless she wed at age 13.
8. Survived hurricane, tsunami, jelly fish, shark, and overzealous salesmen in Jamaica.
9. He does a mean Elvis impersonation while under hypnosis.
10. If it moves it’s a target to sell too or shoot at (what did that dove ever do to you?).
Just for that 11th extra finger...
11. Spent the 80s as a Sammy Hagar look alike with perm, combat boots and all.
Missy’s TOP TEN things she loves about “Sammy” working for Wells Fargo
1. Angela. Need I say more?
2. He can spend his time selling-- not doing absurd reports.
3. Amazing internal support and ongoing trainings.
4. The stage coach logo- fun.
5. Next day Funding.
6. Generous time off.
7. Internal referrals from building working relationships with bankers. Win WIN.
8. The Top Gun trip (If just for the hot cocoa in the lobby of the W.)
9. Awesome co workers.
10. He is so happy at Wells Fargo.

Sunday, May 15, 2011

Its a Boy

Get ready little Scharrier- I am going to be your "Aunt Sue"! YIPPEE After many years of trying for a baby my brother and his Darling wife are having one. They told us with a cupcake filled with blue icing. We guessed boy or girl and then dug in to see if we were right. It has been a treat to watch the new mom and dad prepare for the little guy. It was really scary in the beginning and even now as mom health was put to the test and bed rest for months followed. What a trooper. Are we excited or what?

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Saturday, January 16, 2010

Cousins, friends, birthdays, Neighbors, and bright red

There is something awesome in the times where your family ends up being who you would choose to be with on purpose. We now live one mile from my cousin and his family and it makes things really fun. We went for Teri's birthday to a place called Sego Lily where they had the best french fries ever and I am not a fry person in general. It is a nice adult place. A little fancy feel in a historic old home. Teri makes life fun and Kelly and I love to talk about the gospel. We have gone to the Temple together and have the best time ever thinking and talking about our pondering. He thinks our minds work the same in many regards. It makes it feel not so lonely up there. Teri is always making me smile about life. Her kids crack me up and the girls are so sweet. Their oldest is part little Missy. Scott and Kelly enjoy the politics discussions. What a fun time we had. Then for Salina birthday we went to the Joesph Smith Memorial Building. It was beautiful we sat by a fountain and looked at the temple and beautiful greenery. We dressed up and then forgot the camera. The highlight was Scott doing a dance for Sailna in the parking garage. She was embarrassed beyond words. Her face looked like sheer terror. Scott is so funny becasue if you do not know him he is super shy but if he feels comfortable watch out. He was singing and dancing and then he went bright red in the face as he noticed we were not just the 6 of us in the parking garage and he was on a secruity camera! In all my years of loving this boy I have never seen him blush! Bright red I tell you. If you want proof just ask him to dance for you:)


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Friday, January 08, 2010

First Dinner Party

In all our years of married life we have never hosted a dinner party in our house. We did host events in our clubhouse or Thanksgiving which I do not count as a dinner party. Anthony thought we were anti social. (He was afraid to bring friends over when he lived with us due to this belief which is why we did not meet Salina sooner but that is a whole different post.) So we had a group of friends that all sold and moved within weeks of each other. We have group so we can all stay in touch and a home tour so we can all see the new abodes. We are very spread out from Centerville to Saratoga and form the Copper mine to the backside of Draper mountain. We pack a lunch and plan to stop for gas and head out with GPS in tow to get together. Scott started to panic about this event as soon as we signed the papers on our home. He has a vision of never having anyone over still which clashes with my dream of a home full of memories with other living creatures, including pets, kids, friends, and family. Mark backed Scott up when over the New Years party wanted no kids and he has two so I'm not the only one with a dreamy hubby. With our little group there are 3 kids so far- that is if you classify kids as 5 and under. They are adorable and different as night and day. I choose to have a game night with dinner and Scott wanted to smoke some meat to serve. I used evite and set it up. We heard back from everyone with a yes which is a feat with 5 families. My brother moved back to town was also a part of the Bishopric which all of these people are as well so they came also. Anthony called me to ask what he should bring the night before the party. Panic entered my tummy and planted thick roots. It grew all the way up and out of my head. I had set up on Evite for everyone to bring something. (Poor Emily did not know what I meant by romaine salad I meant to put green salad- again another post.) Anthony said call them and see if maybe they did sign up. I thought how can I call someone the night before they come and say hey you work all day tomorrow and have a huge long drive to the end of now where how about you bring food along. Michele pointed out that of course they were all bringing something and would not have all descended without asking. But I read the wording on the evite and it said Missy will make a few dishes not form Costco as I get teased about bring always Costco items. SO when I read it to me it sounded like no worries we handle the food you bring some games. The day of the party I gathered and made smoked turkey, meatballs, roasted red pepper dip, carrots, chips, salsa, cranberry, hoggies, romaine lettuce, cheese, croutons, hard boiled eggs, almond pound cake, honey roasted peanuts, Carmel nut crunch, and a few other items I can't recall. As the guest arrive with food in hand the panic flies away replaced by laughter and explaining. It was great to catch up and see everyone. Collene is having a baby any moment, Laurie has good dating stories, I'm always hopeful for adoption news from the Searles and the Ryker- Porter team always satisfies. While we played a drawing game Ryker drew this penguin and was very animated about telling us how slow we were to see it. He also knew every question to a Twilight game which made his dad nervous and the funny part was his mom is team Jacob but he is team Edward. Salina was all cool during catch phrase and we all were stumped how a bunch of Mormons knew all the answers to alcohol questions. Porter is so cuddle buggy I could hold him forever. Jessica is getting all grown up and tried very hard to make friends with Bella who wanted none of that but staked her ground. Jessica has this adorable face and smile what cute kids! The parents totally watched the kids every move so Scott relaxed and enjoyed the kids and people and food. Win win win.
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Friday, January 01, 2010

Ringing out 2009

I can't even blog my joy at having my brother and sister back in town. They complete my heart and I feel like dancing. Scott and I adore them! we had a really great time spending this holiday with them. My friend Lynette told me about how to make the beautiful giant snowflake hanging from my chandelier. You can't tell but the paper is shimmery on one side so it reminds me of snow. Posted by Picasa

Monday, May 12, 2008

Bandaid song

Cute Anth and Salina sent us this card that opens up and plays the band aid song from the commerical from my childhood. I sure do miss him and Salina. It gets stuck in your head. "I am stuck on Band aid brand cause Bandiads stuck on me". They sure are great at keeping in touch.

Friday, November 16, 2007

Too far

I just got the most wonderful birthday gift. It is a Sleeping Beauty card (with a gift card inside) that plays I Know You. Anthony and Salina always give thoughtful gifts. They are just plain old perfect. Kind, compassionate, selfless-- always putting others first. We are lucky to know them. I wish I had it with my Halloween costumes
Then Scott showed me an article about people who place human remains at Disneyland and Disneyworld. OK- that is too much. I really like going to these places but to sneak in a dead family member and dump them off the side of a ride seems to take away all humanity. It sure gives a fresh meaning to the dust that is in the Haunted Mansion. I guess the latest attempt was off of the Pirates ride into Davy Jones locker. Next time I ride the Haunted Mansion and they say 999 grim grinning ghosts I'll know the count is higher. Can you imagine-- someone could murder someone then have them cremated and dump the evidence at Disney, who vacuums it up and gives it to the police. One of our good friends ashes were miss placed a few years back the mortuary gave him to the wrong family, and the other remains had slid under the front seat of the limo. Our friends had a great sense of humor and most likely laughed but his poor young widow was a little stressed out. To each his own but it seems to Missy that dumping ashes off a ride at a theme park is going too far.

Thursday, May 31, 2007

Never say never

I used to say I would never be into sports. I didn't even like sports. After much thought I have decided that I love sports. Perhaps I should clarify. I love it when the Utah Jazz make to to the big thingy at the end where they play lots of times and I happen to be in town. Yes it has been a dream in Utah during the playoffs. You see everywhere I go it is like a ghost town. Scott and I have had a delightful time at restaurants, movies, shopping, swimming, and errands because no one is out and about. They are all at home or at a pub glued to a T.V. screen. It is a great match for Scott and I who do not watch sports. Scott used to enjoy college football but that ended several years ago and now the only sport we ever take in the an occasional Olympics. I
love the figure skating. So for the past week I had a surprise trip planned for my 13 anniversary. A week in Park City. That ended up being a bust. We could not sleep the bed was awful and the air didn't work and the drunks at 2am on Main Street below us, made it impossible to sleep. So we transferred to Snowbird. We will be back in Park City at Marriott Summit Watch for a family reunion soon so we will still get to enjoy that but with sleep included. Anthony and Salina came with us one night to each place. Salina was very funny. It is great to be with them. Salina and I watched an old show from my teen years... 21 jumpstreet. It was fun to remember the crush I had on Johnny Depp back in the day. I have not had a crush since Scott:) Well- I still do love Gilbert from Anne of Green Gables. Scott and I had the snowbird pool all to ourselves and he even got in the water. It was beautiful as the sun came peeking thorough the tree branches and the last of the snow sparkled. Everything we did was just us and the workers who hurried to the back where a T.V. was so they could watch the Jazz. I can really say I hope the Jazz goes all the way every year and I am in town to enjoy the solitude. GO JAZZ!!!

Tuesday, March 06, 2007

Bowling for birthdays

I am really bad at bowling. Both my parents were trophy holding bowlers (at the local ally- not world renowned or anything). For family night and to celebrate Anthony turning 30 and Kelsie turning 7. My little skinny... 30 years old. He is the best brother in the whole world. He is one of my heroes. Plus sweet Kelsie, my little buddy. Marlene has a wonderful family who has adopted us. I love being part of a family. We ate at pizza factory and then bowled at Fat Cats. It was more than funny. Kaden shouted "the beat needs me" as he stared to break dance in perfect tempo with the music. This was when the light went low and the florescent and disco balls went wild. Anthony and Scott and Paul kept getting strikes. I had the best luck rolling the ball between my legs. I finally gave up trying and had Lily help me. That improved my score. I even used the bumpers. Anth was so excited to be with Salina. They had never bowled together before. Scott would get this huge grin and strut back to our table. Marlene and Anthony looked the most professional. They held the ball up and did the little run thing. Salina was trowing the balls it made the earth shake. Karson had huge force and the balls made the big smacking sound as the hit the pins. The first song they played was I like big butts which was appropriate for bowling because everyone sees every ones bums. It is kind of a weird sport. I remember my dad being very sad at my total lack of any hope for any skill at bowling. Anth however is really good. What happened to my genes? My mom used to be on a league with my dad. They had matching outfits, their own balls, and high scores. I also do not like all the germs. Think of the stinky yucky feet and all the hands in the holes. Do those balls ever get cleaned? I doubt it. For dinner they made Anth and Kelsie pizza in the number of years they were turning. 30 and 7. Anth ate is 3 first leaving a big 0. That was funny. I can't believe he is 30 and Kelsie 7- where does the time go?

Lessons... childrens beliefs

It seems like I have been given the opportunity to speak or teach once or twice a week for the last few months. Either for YW or in Sacrament or substitute teaching. I really love it. One of the reasons I think it is a wonderful opportunity is that while preparing the teacher learns so much. For instance, while filling in at church to teach Sunday School to the 3 and 4 year olds I was amazed at the capacity they have to feel and understand Gods love for them. Part of the lesson they each came up and looked in a mirror and I said "this is Anna, Heavenly Father and Jesus love Anna". They would get these huge grins and feel so happy. Most of them looked up at me after and said "I know". They have a faith and trust in Jesus as their friend. They have short attention spans, yet the lesson materials were I thought deep in nature. It taught them about their spirits, how they used to live with God and know they are on the earth in families to learn and grow and love and when they die it is only their body that dies. Their spirits will live on and they will still be who they are but they have the opportunity to be in the presence of God their father again. And then after a time they will be reunited with their bodies and live forever, because of Jesus atonement and Resurrection. This is big stuff. Most of the poeple in the world wonder why they are here and where they are going. These little ones know this stuff, believe this. They are close to the spirit and have not been tainted by the world or hardships. One of the cute little boys said " I know this because my baby sister is with Jesus again but we will all be together one day, with Jesus our brother." He is 4 years old. It made me think of my nephew Andrew. When he was little he went to this preschool at a church and it was called Little Miracles. It was darling how he would tell me about God and he would say the cutest sweetest prayers. His little brother would listen to him and nod in approval. If we could all have the faith of a child. Salina helped me teach. She is amazing with kids and she has a sweet testimony of God and his love. I'm so lucky to have her in my life. Plus Scott's family are such good people and I have their examples. It is fun to learn especially by teaching.

Saturday, January 27, 2007

My parents friends and the Italian Village

My mom has been friends with George and Linda and Howdy- Do- DI and Annette and (Gordan and Susan -Tom (and the late Jill) who didn't come last night) for 50 years. Linda and my mom went to high school together. They were all friends during my moms first marriage and then it continued on for her second. One of the things I love about getting together with them is Glen or Howdy-do-di. My mom gave him a wedding present of T.V. tray back in the 60's. He still thanks her for them every time we see them. Now he teases Anthony about the lava lamp they gave him for his wedding present. "Let you Lava Lamp Shine before men that may may see your good works". All of them are Aunt's and Uncle's to us. All of them have been there for all the major events in my life. They were always so much fun with my dad. They really make us laugh out loud. My dad and the guys formed a singing group where they sang into drinking glasses and the "The Glass Holes" was born. We met at the Italian Village which has been around for longer than I've been on this earth. http://italianvillageslc.com/ It has been a family favorite for decades. It is not my favorite but my mom and Scott adore the veal, my dad would crave the salad dressing and have us buy and drive it to St. George by the gallons. I usually get either the tortellini or chicken Parmesan. Anthony loves the pizza and manicotti. It was wonderful to talk about my dad and all the funny situations they have all been in over the years. We were so loud and laughing so much I think the rest of the patrons cheered when we left the restaurant. Linda has truly been a life saver for our family time and time again. Salina and I were laughing so hard I think garlic bread came out my nose. Scott laughed so hard he was crying. It is great to laugh loud and long. I think my dad must have made a brief appearance, he really did do that when he died to Glen. It made my dad feel so close being with his friends and laughing about life. Friends make life worth living, I love my parents friends.

Tuesday, January 23, 2007

Christmas cards 2006

This year for the photo for our cards I used photoshop and made this one. It is a reflection of 2006. It starts with Jan. and then goes throughout the year. It includes... St. Louis, Mom's 60th, Hunting, time with Kinikinis, our moms, Anth and Salina, Arbonne, Mungo, Marlene's new camera, my hobby of photoshop, Aunt Sue and Mungo times 2. Can't wait to make 2007's!

Friday, January 19, 2007

Loves of my life... Friends

I can't think of a more perfect quote to explain how much we love our best friends the Kinikini's. Scott and Karson have so much fun together. They are so cute. Like little boys. They get so excited to see each other and love to try and out do each other in weird areas
that only testosterone can being to understand.
Marlene sent me this the latest photo of them together.
They especially love to eat meat together. This is a photo of their favorite meal. It is some sort of meat you
get at a shady Mexican shop where they do not speak English. Recently when Scott got some exciting news Karosn did a very interesting dance/ karate chop thingy in Scott's honor. Scott loves Karson. This made me think about Loves of my life... Friends
Friends & People: I love people of all ages. I love hanging out and laughing, sharing ideas, hopes and dreams. I’m sad to say goodbye. I love to ask questions. I could have been a talk show host. People are fascinating to me. My little friends Kelsie and Lauren are wonderful; the clock turns back and I turn up the imagination, reveling in childhood. My Aunt Sue has always been a sounding board for me, making my painful years more bearable. She can listen for hours without any judgment. Lynda and my Mom are great friends and examples of friendship. Neither of them has any enemies, neither of them is clicky. They have big hearts. Marj is very special to me. I have gospel sisters like Toni, Em and Michelle who are a phone call away. Karin has been my friend since the day I came home from the hospital, all these years and no fights. Anthony has got to be my favorite person, I love being with him. Salina is my new sister I always dreamed of she is amazing. My cousins have always been close to my heart. I love being with them and their kids. Teri is a hero to me. My Aunts, Sister-in-laws I cherish. I wish I lived closer to Leah we always have a great time together. My very best friend is Scott. I am so comfortable around him. We can laugh for hours. Marlene and her family have been our best friends for years. Marlene is the best friend I always dreamed of. We travel and laugh; cry and plan. I often wish I could be more like Marlene then I remember I am supposed to be me. She is organized and a great housekeeper. She is talented. Marlene, Jody, Natalie, and Jen are really fun to be with. We go on these crazy girl trips where we have a blast. They are all mothers, they all stay at home to be Moms, they’re all skinny, have houses, parents both alive, and husbands that work away from home. I admire them and love the things we have in common. Sometimes it’s hard to find a place to fit in. Scott calls me a people magnet. I believe I have a gift; to make people feel at ease and important. People seem to really love being with me. Being a magnet, can be flattering and demanding. During my life I have had many deaths, I also had girls really mean to me growing up which didn’t make me want to run out and be buddy buddy. I dislike letting people down-- sometimes I feel like I’m expected to be a certain way, never a bad day. Father in Heaven has blessed me abundantly. I believe I can be a mother in the next life and I can be one here too in different ways. I love the women I serve with in Young Women’s and the girls I serve. They inspire me and I hope to be worthy of their love. I have a light I need to share and not hide it under a bushel. I am working on being a better woman, friend and Missy. I really like me. I enjoy my own company. I can hardly wait until the next life when I can be friends with all my grandparents. I feel close to them now and imagine what they are like. I wish I knew more, I know I one day will and they will be some of my very best friends. Life wouldn’t be complete without people to love, to learn from, to support and serve. I have wonderful friends from church. Melissa, Laurie, Candice, Leslie, Crystal, and Aubrey. It is great to have Friend who you can share your faith with, that can inspire you to be better.

Tuesday, January 09, 2007

Ice

As much as I enjoy winter there are aspects that I don't relish. We went to dinner with friends on Sat. and then to play games. On our way out the door, Salina was in front of me and the first to hit the cement stairway. It was cold and slick. She slipped and it really scared me. It reminded me of how I always as a child played it safe. My friends would run and skid on the ice. I would walk very cautiously very slowly praying the entire time. I'm not too sure I ever had the carefree spirit. I love watching the snow and beauty from inside but if anything had happened to Salina... I won't go there. We took her to the emergency room. We saw a woman who was not even remembering who she was. It is strange how in an instant everything can change. We had a really fun time before the fall. We went with Marlene, Karson, Anthony, Salina, Jody, Adam, Jen and Stoney. It was fun to laugh and play the 80's game. Adam knew every sport question, Anthony knew every T.V. question and the rest of us laughed often. I can't believe how big everyones kids are getting. They are all so tall and grown up. We saw the Kinikini's kids the next night and OH i LOVE them. They makes me so happy that they are so excited to see me.

Thursday, January 04, 2007

Twilight

Salina had her nose in a book for about 3 days. It was driving my brother nuts. He and Scott get a little jealous when we become engrossed in a good book. We are both avid readers. Anth and Scott are doers. They don't want to sit and read they want to go and do. I don't see why they can't go do together and Salina and I can just read. Not all the time but you know once a month for 2 days. Well the book is called twilight. I just found out it is for young readers. That is after I started the book and read the entire thing in one night. It was one of our book club books. The author went to BYU is a mom of three and lives in AZ. The book was awarded the best book of the decade by amazon. They are writing all kinds of articles about her in AZ and the US. Paramount has bought the rites for the movie deal. Salina has emerged after another 2 days with the 2nd book and is not to thrilled to wait for the third. I had her tell me all about it because I didn't think I could handle the read if it was sad or scary. The first one was... I'm not sure of the word. Salina says intense, it was definatly that. It had some sort of strange quality that really drew me in and I wanted to know what was going to happen to the people who seemed so real. Now I am only 3 books behind for book club and my cute hubby is wishing Salina didn't suggest it and that his cute mom didn't give me Sudoku. There are many things fighting for our attention in life and I have to admit books are a real weakness for me. I can't wait to see the movie. check out her site to see who she would like to star in it. I guess another thing that made it so enjoyable was my sweet cat. He sat up the entire night with me kissing my hands purring in my lap. I love that boy! http://www.stepheniemeyer.com/

Tuesday, January 02, 2007

Sudoku- from wikipedia def.

Sudoku (数独, sūdoku) http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sudoku is a logic-based placement puzzle. The objective is to fill the 9x9 grid so that each column, each row, and each of the nine 3x3 boxes contains the digits 1 to 9. The puzzle setter provides a partially completed grid so that there is only one solution.
Completed Sudoku puzzles are a type of Latin square, with an additional constraint on the contents of individual regions. Leonhard Euler is sometimes cited as the source of the puzzle, based on his work with Latin squares[1].
The modern puzzle was invented by an American, Howard Garns, in 1979 and published by Dell Magazines under the name "Number Place"[2]. It became popular in Japan in 1986, when it was published by Nikoli and given the name Sudoku. It became an international hit in 2005.

This is a logic FUN game. I love doing it. Salina has her nose in a vampire book and I have mine in a sudoku book and Anth and Scott are going nuts. You can play one everyday at usatoday or in the newspaper and Santa brought one in my stocking:) I first saw Marj play it. George is addicted so is Lynda.