Friday, November 21, 2008

In shock

I am just in shock. I am heart broken. One of my fun zany loving buddies is dead:( I got the phone call this morning and when I heard the words I went numb and felt cold. Who will tease me now? WHO is going to take care of all her family? Her name is Deb. We are crazy fun together.
I feel awful. I have been so busy lately with the play and being sick I kept putting off dinner with her. Why do I let busy keep me from doing the things that are most important to me??? I love her so much and she makes me feel so happy to be alive. Who will I roll my eyes with now? Who can I heckle with? Who will buy me sun showers so I can keep up my princess-ness while in the great outdoors? Her sweet daughters and hubby and son and brothers and just everyone relied on her for so much. She did it all. She had a knee scope a few days ago and this morning went into cardiac arrest. I keep trying to call the family but I can't quit crying. How can I help when I can't even pull it together? She can't be gone... I know it is not forever but she just can't be gone:(

9 comments:

marlene said...

I am so, so sorry - she looks like such a sweet woman. I hope that her family can find peace.

Jamie said...

missy, i'm really sorry to hear about your friend! i'm sure you feel like the wind has been knocked right out of you! your strong and amazing! i hope you're ok! i'm here if you need me! love you so much!

Anonymous said...

I was totally shocked myself. I loved Deb and her sweet family. We'll just have to step up and help out whenever we can. What a wonderful thing to know that families are forever!

Hilary Joy said...

I'm sorry Missy. If I can do anything for you, let me know.

Miranda said...

I'm sorry to hear about your loss. Her family will be in our prayers.

Sherilyn said...

Missy - I am so sorry but always remember the peace that the gospel can bring. Her family will feel the peace of a loving Father-In- Heaven and he will not leave them alone at this hard time.

Alyssa said...

Missy,
I'm really sorry to hear the news, especially for the loss for her family. It's a really difficult thing to have happen, especially this time of the year.

Rachel Teran said...

I know you've heard it a thousand times already, but I'm very sorry to hear about your loss. Need ANYTHING, just let me know. :)

KStar said...

So sorry to hear about your friend :( my thoughts are with you. Love ya.