Thoughts

As I read tonight I thought about my time spent with God before I came to this earth. I wish I could remember better who I was then. I know that part of me is still alive in my soul but covered so I can be tested and grow in this life. I started to think about all my blessings and the many ways God touches my life and give me hints I am on the right path to being all he wants me to be. I start to see patterns and ah-has that are too many to be random. I think of the view out my bedroom window of the JR Temple. It is a similar view I had at my last j.o.b. of the SLC Temple. Also before of the SGU Temple. I started to wonder if the planes and flight paths that are right outside my bedroom window are there to teach me too. I think I want to know more of my potential I think that by regular temple trips and my leap of faith flying I am getting a clearer picture of what my future holds. I made a promise before I came to earth. I believe we all did and now our souls long for us to fulfill it. I think the sorrow we feel sometimes is a longing for home. We are strangers here on earth on borrowed time to learn and grow and love. That is why I love family so much it is because they did not start here and they will not end here. It makes so much sense to me. We all have a loving father in heaven and a mother in heaven who love us and believe in us and they are wanting to bless us but we have to ask. Ask seek knock-- and it will be opened unto you. If I focus more intently on prayer and take the time to let God answer me through the Holy Ghost I can know more of my talents and gifts and the weaknesses I have can be made strong. Scott is amazing. He is so loving and understanding of everyone. He has this amazing noble great spirit. I am in awe of him and his greatness. I know he is using his gift to bless others and helping me to be better.